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电影中的黑白纽约市

2021年11月7日

黑白电影时刻。每天,我都写下一两行,那天我对我来说突出了什么,我总是发现自己写下来的东西比我想的要多。确实,没有足够的言语来描述某些时刻,甚至最小的时刻背后的感觉,即我们生活的生活。每个人都很重要。我将继续写关于它们的文章,并在我的胶卷相机上捕获它们以稍后记住。

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香奈儿红

2021年8月9日

Boskemper连衣裙
香奈儿手镯

我肯定从躁狂的星期一醒来。他们每个人都保持如此迅速的速度,早上我还在床上床上,尚未喝咖啡,无论我做什么,我永远都不会完全准备好星期一。感觉就像是一周中最长的一天,肩膀上整整一周的压力,需要额外的时间重置。但是我们在这里。今天是星期一,我只是在提醒自己呼吸并再次对自己友善,一旦压力消除了,这真的还算不错。一些奇特的珠宝@chanelofficial总是也有帮助。我对星期一总是很戏剧性的,这是我的戏剧性,可以帮助我度过难关。组织,清洁房屋,集思广益和写下想法,并无缘无故地打扮,帮助我度过星期一。

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身体图像|我的故事

2021年5月1日

我希望2021年成为我对你们更加开放的一年。我想深入研究塑造并影响我成为今天的经历。在时尚和社交媒体上工作APP亚博娱乐,我认为身体赋权和心理健康都是非常重要的主题,不仅与彼此保持联系,而且与我们所有人都在今天所处的数字领域保持联系。老实说,我并不总是与身体和食物保持健康的关系。众所周知,我出生时出生于脊柱侧弯,脊柱的曲率,从小就开始,这让我为自己的身体感到羞耻,因为我认为不是“正常”。实际上,我讨厌它。我记得我第一次穿上背支撑在小学上PE的那一天,同学们感到我的衣服下面的支撑,我很ham愧。实际上,我从来没有再戴过我的支架上学了。15岁那年,我被诊断出患有厌食症,这是我生命中最低点。我清楚地记得我的思维方式和当时的习惯,以及我的家人如何受到他们的影响。 And I remember it started after I got back from a trip to visit modeling agencies in NYC, and being very harshly denied. It affected me quite deeply, and I remember crying so hard on that trip, looking in the mirror seeing only something ugly and I said I never wanted to go back to NYC again. Looking back, without a doubt this experience mixed with internal issues stemming from my own self inflicted body negativity and the general pressure to fit into a perfect mold as a female in all aspects of life added up and controlled me, even though I thought I was the one in control. I became a perfectionist to the max. Everything around me had to feel in my control. I counted absolutely everything, down to the smallest bit of food on my plate to the number of sit ups or laps across the pool I did. It was mentally and physically exhausting but I thrived off of this control. I remembered my skin was so dry. My joints started to hurt. And I would easily become short of breath. My mom cried countless times over me. I was not even 16 yet.

我认为我缺乏控制脊柱状况的控制与较低的自尊心,对成年过渡的不安,更不用说向我展示了我认为我应该看起来像是驱使我急剧寻求的杂志控制。当时我很容易控制食物。每磅损失是一个检查标记。想想的是,这是我开始使用Instagram和所有这些应用程序的距离。这让我想到了今天的年轻女孩必须经历什么。作为女性,我们被完美的图像和完全完整的废话等级制度轰炸了,因为社会认为美丽的事物。Even today, as a 33 year old, I still face these sorts of insecurities, but I’ve learned to be stronger than them because I can never forget what it was like to be at the very bottom of it and it is not worth it to ever put myself through that again. I could go even deeper into my experience now, but I just want to make the point that most of the time, as women, it is never an easy path for us to come to love ourselves and to grow into women who feel strong, confident and empowered in our own bodies in a way that is healthy, happy and soul feeding. I feel like after an experience like this, one is always in a continuous process of healing, but I’m happy to say that where I am now physically and mentally is exactly where I want and need to be. I have learned so much about the relationship I have with my body and why I must treat it so well, and why I want to be an advocate for body empowerment especially amongst women. It’s deeper than just the physical aspect. It’s rooted deep into the mental, and without that strength we cannot give back to the world our best selves. This scar on my back, a result of my scoliosis surgery at 18, represents a long time of healing; the closure of a fight to free myself from the control I pressured myself to have over my body. Without my scoliosis, what actually began as something that made me hate parts of myself came to be what saved me . . . what showed me why it was so important to stay strong and treat my body like a temple because my life depended on it. I feel strong today, but it sure took a fight to get to this place, but it was worth it. I just want to share a little bit of my experience to hopefully help others who may need to hear it.

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电影上的西德雷斯连衣裙

2021年1月14日

Siedres连衣裙
到目前为止

在35毫米胶片上拍摄的图像。

漫长的道路头感觉令人生畏,就像去年一样,听起来很筋疲力尽。但是,即使回顾去年,尽管面临挑战,混乱的感觉和缺乏控制,但通常有许多美好的时刻通常会被认为是理所当然的。出于某种原因,我比其他任何事物都更清楚地记得它们。我会继续生活。我将继续找到在我们无法控制的各个方面的微妙之美,并将其变成值得生活和战斗的东西。

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